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I can breath for the first time

Posted by admin on January 18th, 2006

Well on monday jason and i had a new friend over to watch a movie and hang out. His name is Kyle and he is a tech dork just like jason. Those two geeks were like “1001 1100 101001100″ hehe. HE was very nice and didn’t seem to be to iritated at jason talking over him. When jason talks about his geek stuff he gets a little excitable. We watched Duce bigalo, european gigalo” It was funny as fuck. Just one of those stupid movies that gets you giggling. Jason and i had a great time ahnging out and hopefully he did too.

Today, wednesday, i had another new friend come by and hang out. His name is Joey and he is super nice. He and i have a lot in common and so far we are getting along swimingly. We were supposed to play video games, but i took up all his time chatting about crap. It was fun and i enjoyed it a lot. He lives in visalia so now i have another person to visit when i go down.

Jason has swamped me with work so i have been spending a lot of time at the computer. It is mostly repetative crap so i have been on bear411.com chatting. There are a lot of nice guys on there just looking to chat. It doesn’t really hurt that i am a big perv when i chat. I Like to have a fun time when i chat. dirty talk always makes me smile.. hehe.

Later gators

These people aren’t your friends

Posted by admin on December 25th, 2005

I’m having an anxiety attack. It’s almost midnight christmas eve. I am supposed to go to my moms tomorrow for christmas festivitys. I’m still not ready to pretend that there’s glammer and candalabra when i’m drinking by candle light. I just know that i am going to end up going off on everyone and making an ass of myself. I don’t want to go. I shouldn’t go. but i’m going to go. No good can come of this.

I’m trying to calm myself by listening to calming music, but it aint working. I thought getting it out on here would help a bit. I’m not sure that it is. Maybe i need a nice long hot shower and some rest. Maybe i’ll feel better in the morning. What do you think? God.. I need to stop freaking out and chill. Maybe some happy music. … Here’s the thing, we started out friends. It was cool but it was all pretend. :-)

Different Names for the Same Thing

Posted by admin on December 19th, 2005

I was getting out of my car today and i steped on something unexpected. It was a brand new CD that i was actualy thinking about buying and not just downloading. You wanna know what the cd is don’t you. It is “Plans” by Death cab for cutie. Isn’t that so awsome? At this moment i am singing along to my new cd. “Where Soul Meeeeets Boooooaaaadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy”. Anyone who’s heard the song can just hear me singing that horribly. :-)

Other things in my neck of the woods. The house is all done. I’m not sure if i talked about this in the last post, and i’m not going to go and check. You get to hear it again bitches. So the house is done and now we are just trying to get everything together again. My office, the living room, the bedroom, and jasons office are a wreck.. hehe.. but we are slowly getting it together. I just finished every stitch of laundry in the house. YUP! All of it. I was doing the last load but ass naked. :-)

I’ve decided to stop spell checking my posts. It takes like 30 seconds that i just don’t have to waste. I’m sure that you will be able to figure out what i am talking about.

My mom called me and acted like nothing was wrong. She wanted to make sure that i was coming over for christmas. I want to punch her so bad. I’m only going to her house for christmas because everyone else is going to be there. I’m not really in the mood to just hang out with her. I have a bad feeling that christmas is not going to end well. Before the night is over i think i’ll be forced to tell her off. MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL!!

I’ve been spending a lot of time on the house and not much time on work. So i am just trying to spend more time on work and less on the house. I have a back log of crap that needs to be taken care of. Not to mention that this site has never really been finished. man i gotta get on the ball.

I am totaly having comic book withdrawls. I spent $40 this month on comics where i usualy spend upwards of $100. There are books that i WANT to read, but don’t NEED to read. ANd then there is this big thing happening at DC and it runs through like ALL of there books. The jerks. I did pick up one new book. It’s Captain Atom. He has moved from DC to Wildstorm. It’s pretty interesting because i have allways liked him. Now he has his own mini, and he is in a new universe… yeah.. dork stuff.. i’ll stop now. I’m totaly on auto write. I am typing everyhitng just as it comes into my head. It’s like your getting one of my mind rants that i have to listen to all the time. I sometimes wonder if other people think to themselves as much as i do. o.k.. done now.